Thursday, 12 July 2012


Why cant you just tell your admirers that yr in a relationship or that you have a boyfriend?

A princess who truly loves her prince would always think for the prince.
Not to just demand blindly for love and sacrifices from the prince.
Have you thought the sacrifices that I have made through the relationship?
Have you not have the time or will to even think about it because you think it is absolute 
from your boyfriend?


Love is mutual, it's a process whr both the parties grow together.
Learn about one another sacrifices, learn about the ways to ease the aftermath of the sacrifices,
learn to cut down unnecessary sacrifices, learn to help one another, learn to ease one another better
in life.

And why am I feeling such huge one-sided burden from the relationship?

You know how many times I smiled to you while feeling knives stabbing to my chest?
I can barely smile!
It's so hard for me...
Why did you always emphasize how well boys treat you, especially of my love rivals.
You know how I feel when you're talking about all these?
Unbearable...

Why are you always saying that I ignore you
While you have nvr think of how tired I am sometimes to even utter a word from the accumulated tiredness from taking care of you and fulfilling my responsibilities?
How can you not think from my perspective if you truly love me that much?
How can you allow yrself to ignore me but you get so mad when I couldnt respond due to tiredness?
How can you be so unfair to me?

Just in case you didnt realise, I have dedicated all my time to you.
Why are you always giving me emotional stress?
I have just realised in the recent weeks that I have lost interest in everything
including Kpop and my passion for Korean language and my will to work in Korea
bcs I have no time to keep up with my passion and interest anymore.

I wake up when you wake up.
I wait you for hours in the campus just to be able to fetch you back or to eat at the soonest time possible after yr class.
When I have things to do, you have the free time to sleep or do things you want.
And I'm driving all the time.
How can you always compare how tired you are to me?
How can you always compare how many hours you slept to how many hours of sleep I get without including all the rest and sleep you get when i'm doing my things.


Do you know how it feels when the one you love so dearly compare 
you with his/her ex? It's like thousands of knife stabbing on the chest
at the same time, the feeling is so overwhelming you cant even breathe.